Yes its all that i do remember when sheknows the meaning of love, when she felt
the love, which was very powerful than
anything in this world, the belief
that she had on love gave her strength in
doing anything, gave her confidence that
she never had, which taught her the
happiness in giving, which made her feel
on top of the world, when she was in
thought of him, it gives her the
happiness to the extreme level, which she
had a feel that she doesnt want anything
but just love, its was an awesome feeling....
That was the day when he said "i love you" to her...
She felt nothing was so beautiful than her.....
no one where handsome than him...
its was all the magic of love, the feel that never
ends...
the extent which lead her to do everything for him,
even she gave her 100% she felt "i want to give
more...."
she just wants to be alone in a room full
of his thoughts,which reminds her all the
sweet and sore memories he left her as a
along lasting gift forever........
Those times he used to make her laugh....
make her smile...make her blush...make her cry...
make her angry...make her happy...
make her sad....
but ultimately he was with her...
he was in her as a great feel in
different shades....she cant forget him
till she lives....
he was there in her as a feel called
love....
even though he is not with her....
he is in her...
she may run fast... but still...
she has to stop at a point of time where his
memories stops her...in going forward...
she may meet many but he is the one ...
she want, she admire , she respect, she like,
she believe, she love, she used to feel
great about his small things.... which
matter her a lot where people thought her
a fool....
but only she knows how things go.. once
she think of him....she feel like
heaven...no matter even he hurts her...
but its a sweet pain each and every
tear of her's tells how much she love
him...how much she miss him...the value
and the importance she gave to a person
in her life....she believed that no one
can replace him
in this world... she felt only his words making hersurvive only his thoughts are making her to live,
he is the only one she see's wherever
she goes.... she feels him when she
closes her eyes and also when she
opens... she feels that he was watching
her every second...sometimes she feels
shy, she smiles alone....even in songs
she feels him....bcoz she loved him in
such a way...
once she utters his name her lips
shiver out of love and emotion as in
waiting for his precious kiss....this
shows how madly deeply totally she was in
love with him...
expecting nothing but just a pinch of care,
a pinch of love,
a pinch of appreciation for her little achievements,
a pinch of pampering, a pinch of
affection which matters and means a lot
to her....
once he was beside her, her heart felt
proud showing the world "he is my man..."
"he is my love....whom no one can defeat"
when he was walking with her, she felt
glad the way he protects her...
she felt secure when he guided her in
issues....she was dependent on him...for
his love....heavenly feeling...
but once he started teasing her the
jealous she felt on him, the
posessiveness she had on him showed her
love....
same way when he praised her saying
" u r my most beautiful angel in the world"
she felt his essence whenever she saw herself
in mirror believing that she was
beautiful to the eyes she loved....great
feeling...
for his mistakes she used to excuse him
with a loving heart which beats for
him.....she used to scold him for his
little lies....and he listens to
her....she loved him there....
and when he is scolding her for no reason
she loved it, bcoz she gave him the liberty and all
rights on her.....
the love she had on him can be seen as a
bright light in her eyes, a glow in her
face, grace in her walk, charm in her
smile, everything looks beautiful...she
felt that her life is full of colours..
wherever she see's...every dam thing
around her was mind blowing....
her heart was flying.....her feet and she
herself was flying.....exactly that time
she felt herself with him in his absence....awesome feeling....
The above shows how much she loved him...how devoted she was to him,
how high she meant him in
her heart....where in she felt proud that she doesnt
want anyone but just him....
thats the time she forgot everyone
her parents, friends, well wishers ,
including the almighty GOD...and thats the time
where GOD got angry on her.....bcoz she
was neglecting even HIM....but GOD
himself forgot that HE HIMSELF gave her
that feel called love on him....
suddenly one bad day he started ignoring
her it was a worse feeling she had a hard
time...when he tested her love she loved
to die to prove her love for him....when
he doesnt even try to understand her, she
felt that she was in a hell...when he was
finding reasons to get rid of her...and
her mind told her "he is trying to leave
u...ditch u" and
her heart said "he wont...."
a big war between heart and mind.
finally her mind defeated her heart....
the moment he said" i dont love you never ever call me....."
that was the time her heart broke and...
GOD was laughing at her
thinking HE won and she lost......
no words to explain such a painfullfeeling everything was blank...totally
blank...frustrated....irritated...depress
ed...actually dont know wat to do....
everything was dark around her..
eyes were swellen out bcoz of no sleep....
tears dried up ....
totally hopeless, helpless, searched for him,
he was not there, he was no where
but his shadow was there with her as a devil...
wherever she went his thoughts where
around her his memories made her
mad......
it took a long time for her to become
normal......
so my sincere advice dont love a person
more than urself...it will give u
pain...a pain which will pinch u through
out ur life,it will follow u as a
shadow...
